Finally got closure and an I’m sorry for hurting you, from the last person I expected an apology frm. She even said she admires the fact that after she had hurt me and pushed me away how I was still so persistent to have closure and to find out whatever happened between us. It’s more than I ever expected from her. And I commend the woman she has become. I’m just happy my action...
It’s like when I try to let my guard down and have my emotions be exposed. I...– Mixedbeautii
dear john for the first time, lets see whats all the hubub is about
Alexis Marie: I know how it feels... →
therealblasian: I know how it feels to be an outcast, you don’t want to follow the crowd but you don’t want to be alone. I know how it feels to be alone in the most populated cities. I know how it feels to be hated and judged. I know that those feelings all hurt. But I also know how it feels to fit in, be a part…
The good guys are always too old, wifed up, fictional or Joey Diamond. when am i...– mixedbeautii (an undercover hopeless romantic)
I must admit
its times like these where I feel most lonely most unappreciated and most uncared for… That I get a surprise I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU, GOOD NITE, or GOOD MORNING text from you. I care for you too babe ily
Today was the day that I woke up happy feeling lovely, feeling nautical, feeling giddily and free. Today was the day that it rained a bit but I didnt mind for I let the just wash over me. Today was the day where I didnt mind being alone I enjoyed my own company we laughed, chatted, and sipped tea. Today was the day I didn’t think of you at all well, until this very second at least ...
really don’t realize how much I do care and value them for being in my life… Until I’m not there anymore
I feel lonely most of the time, nervous, anxious, and self conscience. &...– mixedbeautii
Goodbye, social life. Hello, homework, tests,...
JUST BECAUSE… Just because I don’t look like a Pacific Islander Doesn’t mean...– mixedbeautii aka Adriana (via mixedbeautii)
SOooOO I have a test in Linguistics tomorow.(I’m a foriegn language major). And instead a studying.I’m Tumbling! And Listening to music. And Watching tv. And making dinner.Basically I’m doing anything but STUDY! Welcome to my first semster sophmore year in college.
A Proper Goodbye
Cool as the Sky is blue. Hot as fire is red. But four years ago I never drampt we’d be apart. The love you gave me left a scar on my heart. I always try to listen to my head. But my heart won’t hear. So these tears I shed. I yearn for having someone to call my own. But the thought of loving again, Makes me raw to the bone. I daydream of those days when my mind was free. ...